Dear God. Thank you, I won’t give up.

Lord,

Thank you so much for being in my life. Thank you for waking me up this morning with the whisper of “Don’t Give Up“. Life can have many ups and downs and I remember before, before I acknowledged your existence. I know there’s an enemy and we have to be strong. Sometimes it’s hard, especially the battles we face. But thank the Lord, Thank you Jesus that I have made a great decision, and that’s the Day My husband and I decided to truly follow and love you with all that we are.

I never dreamed I’d be where I’m at today. Healthy, sane, with a baby on the way. I can’t believe you have blessed us as much as you have. It’s truly incredible. It’s funny, It’s funny how people can make fun of you because of your beliefs or because you do things differently then them.

Help us to stay in your will, Help us to achieve our goals and dreams and bring Glory to your name. Yea, the past may sometimes taunt me, may sometimes sneak up, but I won’t let it defeat me. I’m not who I used to be. I love writing to you. Especially when those moments come when I’m facing a difficult Storm. Help me to remain Strong! Help me to write your word on my heart and let it flow out like life waters.

Help me remember that we are all going through a battle and that the enemy is the accuser of the brethren.  To be on your side and speak kind words, words of encouragement and power. We all have been knocked around, help me remember, no matter what smile someone has they can be going through a tough time.

Help me to remember when someone wrongs me, to pray for them, forgive them and love them. Help me to remember what you have done for me, because any wrong that anyone has or will do to me, is nothing compared to the wrongs I’ve committed and I may only be judging my self if I judge them.

Help us to remember that we are all sinners, but with CHRIST, we are made righteous. And in this let us seek what righteousness is, let us search for what Love is and let us remember that we love HIM because He first loved us.

In Jesus Name Amen.

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Matthew 11:29 (Jesus)

 

Hosanna in the Highest!!!

For His Love & Glory,
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Dear GOD…Clinging to Jesus.

Dear Jesus,

Hey, how are you? How’s heaven? Heavenly I’m guessing hehe. Lord…how come there’s situations that you just don’t know what to do. Such as you  just don’t know what the “right” thing to do is. Your voice sometimes gets muffled from everyone else’s opinions, comments or concerns.

How can we discern your voice. I know many would say “Prayer” Pray about it. But sometimes the need to want something NOW is just so tempting. Help me to be still in all the chaos. Help me to learn to lean on you especially when I don’t know what to do.

I hope, if ever I stray from your path, that you would convict me enough to do it your way. So many things can hit us and bombard us, mixed with the voices of what you should do and how you should do it. Help us, Help those going through a crossroads in life Lord. Help us continue to keep our eyes on you. No matter who says what let our own conscience decide on what is right because we have faith that you guide even our conscience.

Lord, thank you so much for your insight, for your Word. I only hope that we cling to you Lord no matter what comes are way. No matter how much the wind howls, that we are able to hear your whispers.

In Jesus name, Amen.

Hosanna in the Highest!!!

For His Love & Glory,
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Dear GOD…Change…

First I just would like to thank you for everything. The storms the ups and downs and the peace you give that truly surpasses all understanding.

God…I just want to make sure that I’m on the path that you want me on and I’m going through so many changes. My body physically changing that’s a give-in, but also thinking about my gifts and talents. I need you every single moment of every single day. I can’t take a step without you Lord and I know that I’m not.

Even though I’m going through these changes Lord, I know in my heart they are meant to occur. Thank you for testing our hearts. For purifying us. Thank you for dying on that Cross. I also see that sometimes you allow us to face a ledge. What we do from there is up to us. I see how gentle and caring you are and how truly you allow us to make our own decisions for ourselves.

I’ve made my decision and I’ve decided to wait on you LORD. Isaiah 40:31 says it clear that I will soar on wings like Eagles. In facing this ledge I need you, so I, so we can soar together. 🙂

I know that some people don’t understand the meaning of waiting….I know that all I have to do is continue to work hard and wait in the Spirit for your answer. Sometimes I’m going to make mistakes…at times I’m going to fall but it’s all worth it because I know I’m doing it all for you, for my family and for me.

I’m glad we had this talk…thank you Jesus. ♥

You’re Great!

Hosanna in the Highest!!!

For His Love & Glory,
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Dear God…. My Grandmother

Happy Memorial Day!

Dear God,

I just came from seeing my grandmother who I haven’t seen in over 15 years. I could be off, or so it feels like the last time I saw her I was a child. I cried the whole 5 minutes from the drive back home. So many thoughts flashed across my mind on that drive back. It’s amazing how so much can happen in so little time. I prayed to you to heal her arm from that fall she had. I reassured myself that the short prayer of salvation that we prayed together is more than enough to have her with you. Can you believe it Lord? The first words she said to me was “I’m going to the cemetery”. Tears me up each time I think of it.

I thank you though Lord, I know she was trying desperately not to repeat the same thing. I’m thankful that she did know who I was even though it’s been so long….I love my grandma. I couldn’t help but think in the times when I had so many opportunities to do the right thing. Although its too late for certain things and certain relationships in my life I do thank you Lord that I’m a whole new person. Thank you Jesus for changing my thinking and being utterly aware of life. I just realized somethings that I’ve been holding on to are just not worth holding on to anymore. The little worries and disappointments are nothing compared to the things I’ve done and been through in my past. And no, I don’t regret them. But now when someone judges me for something so mundane as being politically correct or what not, I’ll just think of my grandmother who humbly spoke to me and still loved me no matter the years that separated us.

They may judge me because maybe I didn’t do certain things perfectly but the way they think about me doesn’t matter to me anymore because I used to be someone who didn’t care about doing the right thing to now striving to live in righteousness with Christ.

Whenever I’m faced with judgments, I’ll just think of You & my Grandma who had every right to judge me and didn’t.

Thank you Jesus for saving Us.

Hosanna in the Highest!!!

For Your Love & Glory Jesus Christ,
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